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Getting On With It I just don't want to know. I mean, I know that he left of his own free will without so much as a kiss-my-ass. I know that he left everything he owned behind for me to deal with. I know that he realizes how bad he's hurt me and a) doesn't care or b) doesn't care enough. I just don't think it would do any good for me to see him or talk to him right now. I don't want to listen to any excuses he has for what he did. Even if he had a legitimate reason, it wouldn't change the facts of what happened or that I don't trust him anymore. All I can see of confronting him is more pain for me, especially if there isn't a legitimate reason, and I know there isn't. Why should I deliberately put myself through more pain and upset? Everyone says I should try and contact The Bear. I just don't see the point. They said at least I will know the reason he left, but I won't. I'll know whatever it is he tells me was in his mind, but I don't think it'll be the real reason. If it was, I couldn't accept it anyways. I'll never know and I don't think it matters. Am I horrible to feel like this? I just want to get on with my life.
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